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Post by Dayna Manning on Mar 31, 2021 17:33:23 GMT -5
I didn't notice them at first, but a couple of times the week before the Gala and once at the Citadel during the Gala, I was sitting with William, eating a meal and my hand started to shake. It wasn't till he took my hand to stop the shaking did I even take notice.
I'm worried its becoming a physical issue with me now. Has Mosby gotten to me to the point I am physically affected by just thinking about him?
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Post by Sarina of Kelthon on Apr 2, 2021 16:21:24 GMT -5
Alright now, calm down. It is possible but I think if you confront the issue head on, you can beat this.
Anytime you begin to think about him, start by breathing deeply and count to 10. If you have to do it a second time do so. Give it a try and see how it plays out. We will take more drastic measures if it becomes more physically debilitating. Please don't worry. This is a very common occurrence.
What has Gar said to you during the times you have had these issues? Other than taking your hand, has he tried to talk you down from the episodes?
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Post by Dayna Manning on May 5, 2021 5:38:12 GMT -5
Oh of course. He has been nothing but supportive. He wants answers to this as much as I do. He is always a calming effect on me. But I can't be with him 24 hours "just in case!"
Ultimately know I have to learn to deal with this myself. And I do feel strong enough to attempt to do so.
Sarina, it is difficult to deal with when I have another problem on my mind.
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Post by Sarina of Kelthon on May 5, 2021 11:49:56 GMT -5
Please, tell me what it is.
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Post by Dayna Manning on May 6, 2021 7:27:15 GMT -5
Well, you mentioned it earlier. Sarina, the crying baby sounds have returned. Not a lot, but I have heard them. I wish I knew what it meant.
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Post by Sarina of Kelthon on May 6, 2021 13:18:02 GMT -5
Can you tell me at what point do they become noticeable during your day Dayna? Mornings? Afternoons or evenings? If we could track that down, its possible we could understand what triggers the sound for you.
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Post by Dayna Manning on May 21, 2021 17:09:20 GMT -5
Quite honestly Sarina, its all of the above. Now that I think about it, its seems I hear the sound at a moment when I am at my lowest point. Perhaps when I am tired or frustrated about something. I've even heard it when I am a bit on the frightened side.
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Post by Sarina of Kelthon on Jun 3, 2021 13:59:56 GMT -5
So, do you think its possible you are receptive to sounds like this during difficult or sad moments in life? Learning when you experience these baby cries could be the start of dealing with them and ultimately putting them away for good.
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Post by Dayna Manning on Jun 3, 2021 17:11:29 GMT -5
What you are saying is that I am hearing things and could be crazy? I was hoping that you would say that being receptive to the sounds of a baby crying means I have been chosen for a reason to hear them.  |
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Post by Sarina of Kelthon on Jun 23, 2021 20:32:08 GMT -5
And you could very well have been chosen Dayna. Stranger things have happened. Please, don't be so defensive. You know me better than that. I am not saying you are crazy. If this is all in your mind, you need help not labeled!
I want you to take note of the times you hear this baby crying, what your surroundings are at the time and how you are feeling when you hear them. We need to establish what might possibly bring this sound out to you. Can you do that for me?
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Post by Dayna Manning on Jun 24, 2021 7:47:58 GMT -5
Yes, I will do that. I am sorry I accused you of calling me crazy. I am just a bit disappointed I couldn't get any answers and a solution to this today. |
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Post by Sarina of Kelthon on Jun 30, 2021 18:12:25 GMT -5
No apologies needed Dayna.
+As she stands to see Dayna to the door+
I want you to do something for me. Go home, get some rest and relax a day or so. Clear your mind and be prepared for the possibility of the next time the sound comes to you, if it does. We can start with that and see what happens, OK?
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Post by Dayna Manning on Aug 4, 2021 8:35:21 GMT -5
(walks to the door of the office with Sarina)
I know you are doing the best you can with what little I am able to provide to you Sarina. Thank you.
(exits the office)
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